So today there are my parent’s friends with their baby and I held her, feed her. I have not did it for a while now. I SO LOVE BABIES.
And I have a chilhood friend who is pregnant so I am so sad. Why not me ?
This week I dreamt I was pregnant, ready to pop out and I was still working. And I swear my job is awful so.
But I WANT A BABY, BUT I HAVE NO FRIEND, I CANT HAVE A BOYFRIEND NO ONE WANT ME, I HAVE SEX WITH ANYONE CAUSE ANYONE WANT TO I AM SO DISGUTING.